Demographic Background
I come originally from a family with one sibling. I say
originally because I was a foster child from the ages of 12-14. My foster
parents became my legal guardians. So for that part of my life, I lived with my
biological sister and two other sisters from my foster family; they also have
an adult son who is married. In my family, from 12 years old and up, my dad
worked and my mom stayed at home. I grew up for most of my life in Kansas and then
we moved to Eagle River, Alaska. I feel that these factors had great influence
on me, especially the arrangement of living with my foster parents as my legal
guardians. My biological family, including extended which was mostly on my
mother’s side, included alcoholics, drug users, sexual abuse to my mother and
her sisters and a lot of the nasty terrible sins of the world. Had I continued
to be near those things, I may not have been as successful. While I would not
have done many of those things, such as drugs or sexual abuse, it does not mean
I would not have had the potential to be an alcoholic. This could have been a
problem, knowing a little history about my family.
My Family and the Proclamation
In my family there are four
things I can think of that are and were important to my upbringing. The four
things they followed from the Proclamation were “husband and wife have a
solemn responsibility to love and care for each other and for their children.”,
they fulfilled their responsibility as a father and mother as stated in the proclamation,
they established principles necessary for a happy family life and our extended
family lent support when needed.
Love and
Care for Children
My legal guardians, whom I will refer to throughout the
remainder of this paper as dad and mom, did a really good job of abiding by the
principle to love and care for their children. Mom always taught us how to help
others and to have respect for other people. One of the lessons I learned was
to respect women. It was a lesson as simple as it is polite to hold the door
open for a woman. That has stuck with me for life and has been a blessing in my
marriage. They were both good about teaching us to be obedient to the law and
that we should follow the laws that are in place. Dad was good about providing
for the family. He was good about providing the experience of what work meant
or what it meant to be faithful or commandment keeping. One experience I had
was: we had been given tickets through the foster care agency for a baseball
game. I think by then I had already been baptized and we wanted to go. It was
on a Sunday though. He didn’t really seem like he wanted us to go. I am not
sure if we missed church; but, it is likely that we did. I remember that after
going it did not feel right. Maybe it was God, but more than likely it was
because Dad was right and we should not have gone.
From them, I was
able to learn that sometimes loving your children is making them feel unhappy
at the moment. They knew what was best and loved us. We as children just did not
see it because we thought it was not fair or that they did not love us. I think
because they allowed me to exercise my agency freely, I learned a lot from them.
I also saw how much they loved me by giving me a choice to go to a baseball
game and realizing then that I wanted to keep the Sabbath day holy.
Fulfilled Responsibility
as a Father and Mother.
To start off, Dad was always
very adamant that he provides for the family. He worked hard and spent a lot of
time away from family to do his job in the army. But to say that he just
provided financially would be an understatement and not true. He provided not
only financially, but he provided learning experiences, as well. I do not think
I can count the times he made the work for himself harder by teaching me
certain things. But, I can say now I am grateful. I learned a lot of different
things such as how to remodel or fix things around the house do plumbing. I
also learned a lot as dad provided things the family needed. He was also good
about protecting his family. Family means everything to him, from what I have
observed throughout my life. My mother was good about nurturing her family. Mom
always wanted us to be productive and do worthwhile things. We would do summer
reading programs and other various activities. She has always been good about
caring for those around her. She has a big heart and loves to do foster care
and take children in. I think if I learned anything from her, it was how to be
kind and giving toward other people.
Established Principles Necessary for a Happy Family Life.
“Successful marriages and families are established and maintained on principles
of faith, prayer, repentance, forgiveness, respect, love, compassion, work, and
wholesome recreational activities” (The Family: A Proclamation to the World).
In my family, we had many opportunities to practice forgiveness and work. We
learned about forgiveness a lot, which is probably because of the things we
were failing to do right. One lesson I also learned that is not mentioned but
falls under the respect category is that of gratitude. We took mom for granted
at times. She took care of us, wanted what was best for us, made great home
cooked meals and the list could go on. One thing dad wanted us to do was be
more grateful and show our gratitude by saying thank you, but also by helping
do dishes and clear the table. Sometimes, I slacked in this area; but, I
realized it was important that I help clear the table and do dishes. Such a
simple task would save her time and give her more time to do other things. It
was also an easy way to show gratitude for dinner. This has helped me when I am
a guest at people’s homes. If I am a guest, I am now willing to do my dishes
and help out. I remember doing that several times as a missionary and telling
the family to sit down because the Elders were cleaning the dishes tonight. We
also participated in a lot of wholesome recreational activity. I would ride a
bike almost anytime I could, I loved riding horses and other activities we
participated in at different times of our lives. It was a great experience that
we had because Dad was able provide well for us and he had a love for horses.
Because of his ability to provide, our family was exposed to horses and some of
the responsibilities associated with them.
I would say these small things helped us to not be lazy or idle for too
long in our lives. A lot of times people do not get out enough and work is a
foreign idea to some people. I love that we had a lot of different fun
activities that blessed us to be closer as a family and that taught us the
value of work. I know in my life that working hard is key to me being able to
be a provider. He also taught me to be someone who is willing to do what it
takes to provide, no matter how boring or hard the job is at the time. If
anything, I want my children to have gratitude and have similar experiences to
mine so that they can learn and grow. I hope that I can have the finances to do
some of the things we did, so that my children will be exposed to some good
experiences that can teach them a lot. And I hope to be as good of a teacher as
my parents are.
Extended
Family Lends Support When Necessary
This is a small thing, but has had a big impact in my life.
Sometimes we think of support as maybe financial support or getting through a
hard family crisis. In my experience being a foster child with parents that
were my legal guardians, it is hard to establish what the relationship should
be for the parents. I say that because I speak from experience. I never can
remember hearing the words I love you or receiving a hug from my legal
guardians. They were not bad people; but, I think it is hard to know where the
boundary is and my birth father still had visitation rights for us. While it
may have been hard for them to know that boundary or I just missed the signs that
they loved me, I know now that they do indeed love and care about me and are proud
of me. What amazes me more is the support of their families in considering me
as a nephew or grandson or even a part of this family. This may seem weird but
what part do they play if they are not around in your life to experience your
growing up years? The great thing is that many of them have a love for me and
even though they do not know me they exemplify the example of Christ like
people. They have gotten to know me over time from meeting me once and from
hearing things about me from my parents. I am grateful for the support they
have given me and show to me.
In thinking about my family and the proclamation, my family
life may not have been perfect growing up and I may not have the perfect
biological family that lives a life in accordance with the proclamation. But, I
have a great second family who I have been able to consider my family for a
long time now. If I could change things, I would not. Without my family, their great examples of the
Proclamation, and the experiences I have had and continue to have with them I
would not be the man I am today.